Patient, is what i can't tolerate at all!

I have always been patient to the things I do. I always plan well and hate my plans to be ruined.

I miss the feeling of being the person to take control of plans. I hate to wait. I hate things that doesn't go my way. I would never let anyone ruin my plans. And there's only one person that understands me...

I donno... it's just me. I'm stubborn... It's nature... I can't change my stubborness... If i change, i'll be miserable... I won't be me anymore...

Ever since god-knows-when, i've became very very very passive. no longer any active... I would just stone whenever my friends are talking... I have not been loud since.... have not been cheerful since.... I have not smile sweetly since.... and I have not laugh out loud since donno when already too.... why is it so depressing??? I seem to lost myself like an ant trapped in a circle lines...




Patient, is what I can't tolerate at all.........