deja vu

"Psychology The illusion of having already experienced something actually being experienced for the first time."

reference from www.dictionary.com


I have not really do an assignment before. so please do forgive me for not quoting it well.


Oh ya, watched that last Saturday. A quite good hell of movie that you should watch. I've experience deja vu. ya, i did. it's kinda creepy though. One split moment, i thought to myself and asked myself "Am i still breathing or am I seriously in my dreams that I can actually feel like in reality?" When the movie ended, I thought to myself, isnt everyone's life has a decision of A and B? If you take either route, that's gonna be your life. You could lead a good life, u might lead a bad life. Who knows. Everyone would wish that they could turn back their life. What's gonna happen, you don't know. Will you regret even if you take route A and you thought to yourself, route B is such hell? Hey, I do not have an answer. I do feel shitty most of the time... I've regretted lots of things, who would never? I bet you, you, you, and you felt it at least once even when you're 5 years old.


Destiny and fate. That's what I believe. Everyone's destined to live their way. The only way to improve is to beautify it yourself and take in control to manipulate your life. agree eh? Don't take it too harsh, you might lose what you had and what you wanted.


Christmas and New Year's around the corner. I have no fucking idea what's gonna happen and what's my plan gonna be. Recent years, after gotten freedom from my mom, I've actually not done something that is memorable except for the one year (turning to the year of 2001). The rest of it, I can't remember a shit. maybe yes, but my brain just fucks me upside down that even the small lil sweet memories doesnt come back.


Louise's(colleague) watching me blogging. wat the hell? at this hour i still need to be in office. This is a crazy industry!!!!!!