Hmmm.... a gift.

last night, i managed to meet my Piano teacher. me, C n her ordered a drink at Flam. talked a lot. shared a lot. but not me. i was so quiet. trying to figure out, why i was there. i'm glad enough we are still as close. as we grown up, we still keep in touch and do the same thing as before. Glad that i know them. they are one of the best gift from God. Flashing back those times, Sulo brought me and C to a pub for drinks and to meet her friends. thumbs up babeh. we were only 15 and 16. met her friends along the way and had great time dancing and drinking. i would saY, she's one of the best piano teacher that i've ever had.. even after talking to her, i feel, she has changed my life. she gave me very good examples and advises. she made me feel loved. the love that i yearn from home. definitely i know, i'm a very lucky person to have this company and family and friends. i wanted to breakdown. i wish i have done better when i was younger to think. because all my life, i'm depress due to complications and messiness that have never sorted out by myself. i'm too naive to think and too naive to take actions. i'm lucky that God gave me this path to go but i donno how to treasure........

leave me alone.....