Bloated!!!!!!

argh... it's 4 am now and i'm still awake. suffering from mild drinking. wtf? i wouldn't drink beer for fun anymore. unless i get high so that i can sleep. and fuck my place!!! it was so noisy tat i couldnt s[end my time in peace. CB Crawford Lane. but anyway, i'm in a safe and quiet place that i still cant sleep. thanks to my cb stupid body system!

anyway,i hate this. i have 2 projects dueing next week and next 2 week. i don think i can finish the midi assignment with critical logbook on time. i'm so scared~~ =( i should haf done it earlier before i encounter ne probs. i need to learn how to be discipline. i cant forever be like this. Slacking CB Princess. mom's right! and u're right! i need to learn....

3 days ago, after coming back from KL, i wanted to hand in the logbook. but it was due last Monday. i went to the supervisor room to hand in into the assignment box so that i can avoid the lecturer, but guess wat.. b4 i could go off, he appeared in my sight. and i decided to be honest. my lect rejected and i tot, there was no way to turn back the time but to accept consequence of my laziness. i wouldnt blame him for rejecting because it was my fault. my laziness that brought me to failure. but in the end, we were given chance to hand it in on Monday. but with one condition, write in a letter with reasons why he should accept our dued logbook. wtf? *scratching head* i need to crack my brain d, knowing that i have lack of brain cells. sigh...... =(