Beloved Princess, May You R.I.P. 3rd Nov 2007

You guys must have thought, "OMGGGG!!!!!!!"

That was what I thought too!

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Princess left us while we were away.

I feel so guilty to have left her behind for the Kancil Awards.

I actually was hesitant to leave her behind. However, I thought it would be fine for lil' Princess because she was out of the cage the whole night before that.

And me and Nam ALMOST stayed in Sunway Resort for a night after the Kancil Awards.

Part of me, I wanted to stay, but part of me was thinking of Princess. Hoping she would be safe at home.

I miss her so much and thought I could payback my free time to her on the weekends.

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I still don't know what's the cause of her sudden death.

As usual, she's active for the first few days.

She was acting weird on Thursday night. She was less active. I thought she was bored with the surroundings. And that's when I bought the hay and bedding for her so that she gets to eat better and have variety of food. And the bedding is for her own good so that she doesn't has to smell her own poo poo.

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The next day, as usual, we went to work and put her back into the cage. She was good. But when I've got home, as usual her water bottle will drop. She couldn't be that dehydrate to die I believe. I fixed it back and she drank as usual, and I saw more poo poo than usual. Which was a good sign. And before we left the house at 8 plus, she went to the cage on her own without us throwing her in. And she also did not struggle to come out. She was being a good girl and as usual, I petted her saying that I loved her.

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I wondered she was waiting to come out for some fun before we reached home.

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We entered the house and Nam questioning me what happened to her. Cos she was lying side ways.

I opened the cage and petted her to wake up, and she was already stiff. That was the most painful moment I've gone through.

I couldn't see or touch her more. I was hoping that she was playing "Dead" and sniff on us later on.

I had to leave it to Nam to bury Princess. Nam gave her a comfortable base and her food in the shoe box and taped it. And I was still hoping that she would stuck her nose out and signal us "I'm alive!"

I didn't want to throw her into the river because I'm sure she's afraid of water. So we went to somewhere near the Mutiara Damansara residential area and threw her down near the river bank. At least I know, no predators would attack her.

I still don't know the cause of her death. And I miss her so.

Princess, you will always be in our memory. We love you.