Insomnia

Sitting in front of the desktop at 3am is not a good thing when tomorrow people like me have to work. Oh, ANNOUNCEMENT! I'm hopping to a new job next month, which is next week to an audio house, two a.m. Yah, I've signed the appointment letter right before I resumed back to work from MC. Hehehe, cunning me eh? Nah, I hope it's for the future and for the better. Striving to be one and muah to YOU for giving me a fresh opening. Bare with my new complains. You will get use to it sooner or later.

People around me have been affecting me a lot. I've been joyful and pampered for.... weeks. Sometimes, it's not a good news to be one. Right now, emptiness fill me because I think, life is short. Hey!!! It's raining out there, are you listening to me? Did I just lose my head? Oh, I feel so bloated. I'm having hard time to fart. PMS is women's worst enemy. =( Fark, I'm losing my head.

I hate to look at my messy room. I haven't been cleaning them since CNY. lotsa things need to be kept and zip up. Those days were gone. I miss those days when we were in primary school. The running about in school, dancing, chasing each other, sneaking out from class to practise sports, sharing ice cream, hiding a comic behind the text books, teasing each other, sharing thoughts and childhood stories, being comfort when we were beaten by our parents, acting like an adult idolising our parents. There were so many dreams we shared. Damn! How I wish we(perhaps only myself) could live in fantasy world for the rest of our life... These friends were gone and to be frank, they are still fresh in my memory for they have made my life colourful and I sure will cherish those moments together!

Life changes when we grow older. The joy now is not as wonderful as how it used to be. Everything was simple and fun fun fun! Simple and narrow minded is what I like. I used to be called as naived for not leaving my fantasy world. What's wrong with that? I believe miracles do happen. Angels are always there to help us. No matter how bad we fall, there's always a laughter by our side to cheer us up. For an instance, pillow is our comfort zone when we cry. Angel never leave us alone. Oh GoD!!!! Now I'm having the thought of tattooing an angel. (?) Hmm... Why not? I'll be Cinderella who lives happily ever after!