Temporarily Frust-free

Now after dressing, my wounds don't look that bad anymore! Woooweeee..... it is indeed ugly. Now my tummy still hurts and my right thigh is still numb. Dr ask me to have twice a year basis check. I hope the cyst *crosses fingers* doesn't rupture anymore like what I've gone through. It's not funny to let someone taking care of you even though you are fragile and may feel like a princess. One day, I might be abandoned by everyone else, I've gotta learn.


I'll be back at work on the coming Thursday. I hearty my gynae for giving me such a long MC. But I won't be hearty the amount I'm getting this month if the company ever deduct my pay. I have a long list of favourites to buy eh...

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I'm bored. I have nothing to do... feel restless... I always have an urge to drink whenever I'm bored. My liver's gonna be real black soon. And I'm not going to live more than 20 years... CHOI CHOI CHOI!

I hate it when I have no motivation...

Give me some challengeee *roars*