For?
Well, let me tell you this. From the moment I decided to do the tattoo, I went with my heart and picked this design knowing that I would regret if I do not like the end result. Fighting myself inside, and taa daa.
No joke, I really loved the pain. It just helped me to relieve from whatever that my emotional has suffered. I had a little regret when my boyfriend asked whether did I like the tattoo. I mean.... I obviously loved it.
The only thing that I did not like is the mixed feeling inside me made me wanna throw up. At one moment, I went, "Oh my god, this is the bravest thing I've ever done in my life." Considering the size, it's huge and it didn't hit me whether I could bare the level of pain. And I *bow*, swears, I want to challenge myself even more!
On the other hand, I felt that i failed myself as a daughter to my mom for rebelling and going against her for insisting a tattoo. She warned me that I would regret for the tattoo I'll be doing. And yet when I showed her, she could not bother to comment more. That's when I felt the heartbreak in her. Carrying the guilt with me isn't a funny thing. It's eating me up. But I'm going to move on and say "Hey, ain't they nice?"
And you guys, made my day and life..
Well, *grins* I'm gonna get more tatts.......
Life moves on...
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to to make the butterfly more angelic or devilish. :)
angelic butterfly sounds nice ;)
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