B.R.E.A.K.D.O.W.N.

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PLEASE

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HELP

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ME

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I can't help to be this pathetic and mourning for sympathy. My tears keep gushing out not knowing wat is the reason for. I've been thinking a lot and a lot.

I doubt I know myself anymore. Ppl around me irritates me. Even a single "hello?". I am so confuse. I am so confused of myself. I am so confused with what I want in life. I am so confused with my needs. I am so confused with my love relationship. I a.m. s.o. d.e.p.r.e.s.s.

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Ppl, I didn't mean to be fake, or pretendious. I am happy to talk to u, I am always happy to see you guys. But no one will be able to help my depression. I will try my best to perceive things positively and try not to depend on anything to collect myself again. I just can't stand the pain inside and the emptiness.

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I miss you a lot. You were always there for me. You have always been the one to comfort me. No one could ever replace you ever since. You always patted me and hugged me whenever i cried so hard. You always made me feel like a child, a real manja child. You were my bestfriend, my mom, my love, my everything. Your touch, your love, your words, your lips, your hug, til today, it wasn't erased because I could still feel your warm and existence. Your encouragement and support has always cheered my day. I wish you could do this to me now. I really really wish u were here because you know me best. Now,... It's so unbearable.... cos i have to bear my regrets too..... I'm truly sorry, dear.

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