Dear Blog

Dear blog,

today i came to work late because i couldn't wake up from my early sleep. I was too tired. My body is fucked. Why did u have to do this to me?

I reached office at 11. I didnt park my car properly. Ivan parked at the side which is my most difficult task to do. I was told to move my client/supplier's car to a better parking. but i decided to park her car in a proper position. When i got down from the car, i took a glance at my car. Looking at how gorgeous my Civic would be. I know someway i have hurt Civic til i look closer to it, i saw scars and i felt the heartbreak.


Chinese New Year is near. Why did the one above has to do this to me? Breaking my precious heart even more... He knows how scattered it is now.. and now to add salt and pepper in, it adds in more and it feels very soar to know... =....( How am i suppose to go through a peaceful chinese new year? you know what, he (anonymous) was right. He told me to be careful at driving and be careful when i utter something. Which yesterday i apparently spilt something bad from my mouth. Life has to still go on, wondering when will it end. Because i seriously can't take this burden along with me. Only quarter of my life has been spent, i will fight for it as far as i can go.


Blog, keep me safe and warm... I love you very much.... *tears*