Regrets?

I was ask whether i am happy to be back here or not....


if i've to be given a choice,

i would rather not stay nor leave....

i love for where i am now..... i have things to do.... task to do....


wherever i am, i enjoy every bits of it...


but

things doesnt remain, memories doesnt remain, it brings hurt more than anything....

currently, i'm out of my own control... can anyone grab a remote control and put me in order? i will thank you a lot!