Thursday, January 05, 2006

Happy Birthday Kay Ping!!!!!!!

just came back from KTV... and i shall say

WELCOME TO THE 20s
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
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hahaha... it's so nice and exciting to welcome friends to the 20s... cos i don wanna be alone.... join me man!!!!!!!
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Throughout the ktv session, i was thinking over and over again... what was i doing? trying to get away from problems again? no...... pls. i'm a grown up.. the beer doesnt help me to sleep..... i fell when i walk into my house, and i tot, why is my life so sucky? the pain is really pain, and i'm not tearing... and i tot, yea man... i'm a grown up.... no grown up would cry like kids over the injuries..
as to being a friend, i feel sad to say, we have to accept for the people around us that have changed. cos, they feel comfortable for who they r... so let them be.. i know we may lose them, but that's who they r, and we shall be happy for them mate! i have a pair of ears here and feel free to use it.
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to hear from u being drunk, it makes my heart hurt... hokkien song was played, and i tot of u...... u're so special, and u're so u...... but i fail to be the person that u wan me to be..... i apologise... i hate this feeling, but i hafto let u know....... i've never found someone like u.... forgive me.. i'm one of the bad person that came into ur life and destroy what u dream of and cause all these hurts.... am so sorry..... so so so sorry...... *sigh*

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