Thursday, October 13, 2005

sigh, was suppose to be in school today for mixdown. and only yesterday they start to treat the fucking studio and causing mess to the rest. what the fuck? what are we learning and why didnt they hold to their words saying that they will renovate the fucking new studio few weeks ago? and we waited for nothing. we waited for nuts. we paid the school for the fucking nuts! sorry to say this peeps to whoever that are still continuing ur degree there. i'm just angry at that my own decision to study here and it all have to happen when i wanted to learn to be indepedant. guess, it's all bullshit and i'm sick of making decisions which all turns out to be shit. no decision = no shit. let's stick to it..

i can tell the mixdown is kinda crappy. cant manage to eq the drums. goodness, the snare and toms sux. *shrugs* i'm gonna hand in the farking thing and present and say no shit. it's getting on my farking nerve. no point showing out anger at the them. all i can do is to vent my anger out here. none of u will understand what shit feeling i'm going thru. i made the mistake, and i'm gonna bare the shit, and i make sure, all the shit doesnt goes to me. it has to go to the another party too. fark all these shitz!

why am i here for? what am i gonna do?

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