Blankard went on a bust and lasted for.....

I hate this!! argh.. cramp in my stomach, mood swing, feeling anxious over things. It's such a torture if this happens every month. i havent been feeling like this for months already. i donno what caused this but definitely i cant have this every certain period of the month.

suffered cramp for one whole nite until this afternoon. didnt have good sleep. i felt agitated very easily. in someways, i am really unhappy with things going on lately. and always letting the same person down. i feel guilty but, it's part of the woman's sickness *grinZ*

hmm...... i didnt go to school today. a classmate told me that our projects' dateline are extended to 17th Oct. hmm.... it's quite a long time, but i'm going to make full use of the time. don worry. i cant wait to be back. what'd ya think? well, about accomodation, i think got jalan gua.. so don worry... and sigh, sad to say, i failed two test. but was given a choice to retake or write a theory book or something bout it. then early nov oni i can obtain my diploma cert. haiyor...well, will decide soon. just a bit angry at things that didnt turn out well as what i've wanted. *screamZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz* what the fuck is wrong wit this world? aiyah, i donno la. i feel very farn now. farn sei ngor la. i've never did the right thing in my life. and i hate i hate i hate......


woopsss..... i forgot.........

Happy Birthday to Ms Lois Yee..... i luv ya~~~

i miss ya a lot~