*bangZ the keyboard* *scratches my head* *pullZ my hair* i feel so farking nervy and low..... =~( i donno.......... i have no mood to start anything at all. feel so torn in between. like, nothing goes my way. y y y? i cant seem to identify what's wrong and wat's the prob. 3 more weeks and i'm going back. i'm feel a lil insecure. i need to get a job, probably a part time for the moment or temporary. C's planning a holiday, and i hope i can join! and...... it's like, i need to start planning already. wtf? when i younger, i wish i can be older, so that i can have my own freedom. now? i wish i have taken back my words for stupidity. the clock strucks very fast. and, in a year, so many things had happen. sad, tearful, and joy that are so full for the one yr. i wish i never came to Singapore.. i wish i have never choose to study Audio Engineering, i wish i have never went online to check on SAE, i wish i have never stopped CIMP, i wish i have never chosen to bum around, i wish i have never gone to Sri Acmar, i wish MOE extended longer sec school for everyone, i wish i have never moved from Subang to Klang, i wish i have not follow my mom when i was at my granduncle and grandaunt's place. i wish the world has never existed....
i'm so farking angry at myself.... now that i'm torn in between many many many things, what's more will come in future if i make decisions? be the in between again? care less or care more? fark it! bring it on man!!!
*shrugs* i need to stand up, and get up *slaps* wake up!!!! ............ HELP!!!! *ambulan mari*
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