Depress is something that i donno how to explain

I drove to Mun's house today. to chill, and check out her new puppy. talked quite a bit. talked bout wat i have done. talked bout love. i have no idea. i'm depress, i wanna cry. but at the same time, i'm blank. i donno what should i do. i donno what i have done is right or wrong. am i actually that cruel? am i soft? am i clear and sure bout things? am i actually depress? i donno how to explain what i am feeling. i feel so numb. i cant even smile, or frown. no facial expression. I'm resuming my lost feeling again..... i donno why am i here for..... Angel, bring me along with u....